[Ptak888]

I hear voices that some say aren't real and I have thoughts and images in my mind that I know are implemented by something or someone that Has access to my body. Every time a bad, mean thought is beeing pressed through my mind gives me a nerve tic as a concequnce of repressing it and it gives a feel of much discomfort in my mind. This is happening to me constantly and it makes normal life very very very hard. I can't focus, my eyesight vision is concentrated too much instead of giving fuller picture. I often see transparent fucking ghosts that are roaming around me - but to be fair to them, many of them is harmless or even nice to me. I also see comic-like faces appearing whereever I look and will stare for at least 2 seconds.

Something or someone is looking through my eyes and I don't know who is it, what he want's from me and why is he doing it.

I am really really scared.

#bog #fizyka #schizofrenia